A moment in time
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I left home a year ago. My life has become a product of continuous frame changes. It feels like time has stopped moving and travels with the speed of light at the same time.
I have been a part of two Erasmus programs, one in Slovenia and one in Switzerland, I traveled so much I know if I would go home it would not feel like home to me now.
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This essay is my goodbye and evidence I leave behind for that time.
First, I would like to ask you to embark on a journey with me to see my book of memories. It is an interactive book. Most pictures take you to another page, it is like a maze.
The interactive book was not embeddable so I linked the book here. But in case you don’t go to see it, here are some pictures from the pages.
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Time is relative, it feels short when it’s long and it feels like a century when it is just a second. Right now we are young and old at the same time. We are between a clueless child and a wise adult. It feels like we will never be either of them. We travel around the world just to find ourselves in the same place. Can we ever learn? I never believed in fate but maybe I was wrong. There must be a map written in the stars because I met you at the right place at the right time. It is funny and scary to know that if I had come earlier or later we would have never met. You all made me believe in fate like that.
We become companions, travelling through time together for a while. And even if I won’t remember you in the end, I am grateful for every moment. For the laughs, the midnight talks and the painful cries. I am glad to know that this was our moment in time, and everyone I met was a different blessing, and yes some felt like a curse, but this is how it is supposed to be. Sad and happy. I don’t wanna say goodbye, but if I have to. This will be my evidence, what I leave behind. That once magically and painfully we all meet for a moment in time.
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Although putting together the page was challenging, I’m glad I was able to complete the project. While I wasn’t able to use the analog video effects I had initially envisioned, and I tried so hard to use, I’m still proud of the final product. My original goal was to create a report film, but I realized that the footage I had wasn’t great enough yet, and time was running out. I did some programming to bring the interactive book to life, but unfortunately, I wasn’t able to integrate it into the website as I had hoped. Nonetheless, I enjoyed the writing process. While I did feel a bit lost at times during the programming stage, I recognize that this is a natural part of the learning process, and I’m confident that I’ll continue to improve with practice.